She's never really been jealous. I mean she has dad, and... whoever else uses her like a fuck toy. I mean, I get the impression her feelings are real, but, I can't just jump in and go yeah, sure... and even if we did, then what? I stay here a few days, there a few days? Do I bounce between both places? Do we move in with her? Her here? Do I get dad involved, does he even know? I don't want him taking you girls because I get with her, yeah there's the family loophole thing, but does it count if it's hidden from him? The fuck do I do? I'm never this confused, i'm usually pretty focused... but this.... I've messed everything up once already, and... I... I don't want to lose either of you... for anything... even her... but... but I can't deny how I feel about her either.. and I don't want to hurt her... or... shut her down just because she's too late.... I... fuck this is hard.